4 years- you call it an era ; maybe not but i do!
Yes i do because it taught me the most important lessons of life, it helped me grow as a person, it gave me a bunch of beautiful people in my life, it made my life..
When everyone was gone and i had to stay back in 2A 58 alone for two days; I realized college is over. Now i have to cater to myself, i cant look forward to Swati or Sunita doing small jobs for me beacuse they have left. I dont see those innocence filled eyes of Sweetu, she is gone leaving behind an emptiness which cant be ever filled. How i wish the station was an easier place to let go off people, but it becomes even more difficult-the last time i saw Stuti (that face is going to last me a lifetime), the last time i saw Vidit. That one day 12.05.2012- all i did was see all my loved ones go away..It started off with one awful morning with Akansha, Aditi leaving; it wasnt the first time but the pain was all the same, it was making me feel even more insecure. All I could do is smile,because i wanted to see them go smiling. by the time this could sink in, I had to see off Bhavana. I didnt know how to respond, I really didnt know how to react, I didnt know whether I would again see her or not, I knew she was going and she left leaving behind tears. With Shalvi and Shailesh leaving that same evening, all i could do was ponder how many more hours for me to leave this place???
13.05.2012- I knew it wasnt going to be easy but it was inevitable. All the happenings of this day will remain with me till I breathe my last. I cant forget that eerie silence that kept creeping in after Nam left. Anchal was trying hard to be optimistic. "sab wapas aayenge" is all she kept on telling. I was tired of seeing off people but there was still more to go. Couldnt avoid the moment when i finally said a good bye to Shibashish, Nirvick and Pratik- it felt pathetic but I was helpless.
And then when one last final time Gourav drove me back to hostel,it was difficult. I knew it was over for me too. I had nothing to say, nothing to do..all i had to is move from this place and leave for home.
August 2008, I had come to this place with tears in my eyes and May 2012, I leave this place with tears in my eyes.
My college gave me some memories which i would treasure forever, it gave me people who taught me what is right or wrong, friends who taught me to smile, trips for which I would do anything to live them again..
Who will not call this an era??
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